An idol who wasn't confident in himself. "I have to look at everyone's feminine side and do my best ..." I belonged to an idol group with individuality groups that broke up in April 2013, and I continued to run desperately in search of my whereabouts. "I think it's a job to give men dreams and convey the true beauty of women." The idol's decision. And a new start. "I also want to be an attractive woman who shines brilliantly ..."